Kamis, 07 Agustus 2008
Love StatisticsI forbade myself,
to taste the forbidden fruit.
It looked so delicious...
...yet dangerous.
Flashy red skin...
soft, whitely flesh...
what else could be better,
to make my saliva pour out?
Sick, tightening chains,
strangled on my limbs.
With that damned forbidden fruit...
...inches from my face.
I don't know what would happen,
if I eat it anyway.
I just know that...
there would be something wrong.
It might taste the sweetest...
but is it poisoned?
Or...
will I shatter?
When all chances,
are running out on me,
which option should I choose?
Should I take all the smallest chances,
and die from breaking the rules?
Or should I stay here...
and die without even knowing what my chances are?
It's not the future,
that I'm afraid of.
But knowing that I didn't do anything,
to get the future I want.
But, still again...
I forbade myself,
to love him.
No effort, no pain,
and no cure while I'm turning insane.
I wanted to love him,
need him,
taste him...
But I, being such a coward,
have conquered the universe...
without defeating my utmost fear...
LOVING HIM.